IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW GOOD OR BAD IS YOUR DAYS AND

YOUR LIFE YOU'RE LIVING ON

IT'S ABOUT HOW YOU HOLD THEM IN YOUR OWN WAY

AND HOW YOU TURN IT TOO THE GOOD OR BAD

and I find it kinda......difficult :C

ifeellost..I don't know what to expect.my world only rolls between campus-classess-bedroom-laptop and it really drives me crazy.these month I went through was the MOST unproductive

phase of my 18years lifetime.Malls are spreading all 'round the city but what's the point if I go out just to stroll nowhere to kill time? I feel like walking on a circle where you finish right at the place where you started,doing the same thing again and again with no point.

What I could really do is only to concentrate on my study.at least that's the main reason that brings me here.but you know,else do matter too. this is embarassing,but frankly speaking I can't find a 'real friend'.yea friends are all around but someone who really clicks with you and you could be who you are,and to talk everything to,I'm yet to find.

And it makes me feel...empty.

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