Turning chat

JUNE 10th,
late night.

Wow..yesterday night has changed my mind about life I guess.
I had a chat with one of my old friend,one of my bestfriend on primary school.quite old friend,huh?=)
her thought has insipire me I guess..

Well,honestly I'm just really concious that I'm quite often complaining on what I don't have
and feeling no graceful of what I had had in these years.

There are days when I kept thinking and feeling upset of my own weaknesses.
Wishing badly I could get what other ppl have.
Grumbling for every stuff I don't get and feeling envy to the most on other's.

I had knew it b4 that having such feeling is NOT a good one to keep.but I can't help......
Sounds to the worst huh?

But yesterday night chat has changed some of
my point of view to what I thought these years.

Actually there are people who are much more unlucky from us
although,yes,I'm having much more weakness from other ppl too.

Well, actually I have to feel more graceful for my life,for what I had had.
Not only focus and keep thinking of what I don't have..or stuff I don't get when other ppl get.
I felt no happiness!!I felt suck!!

But now I know at least,life is not only about the perfection of what u have or not.
Mayb it's about how u look on a problem and how u solve it.

How u face it with your wisdom.
And how u get the "new knowledge" for your life from that problem.

oo....I've read a book"Si Cacing dan Kotoran Kesayangannya"
That's an inspiring book too!!
about how should u act to face this life.Must read!!=)

I hope there are no more other 'me' who had thought like what I had before.
May Buddha always guide my path to the future.Amithofo _/|\_